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Fri, 10 Oct 2008 09:26:52 GMT

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Pleasant Day To All,
xxx.

No worries, not moved.

Thu, 25 Sep 2008 18:35:27 GMT

Because im so cool-cats and and have decided to move out of my bimbotic ways of speech, i dedicate to one and all.... (que the drum rolls and wind chimes)

burnyourpastry.blogspot.com

xxx
(No, this does not signify the end to my lj. I'll still be here. Check up for updates!)

Sun, 24 Aug 2008 06:01:09 GMT

Roight, i'll be away and not online/ lj-ing for the next couple of days until wednesday, maybe longer.
Who knows where the wind blowwwwss!
(:

till then, i love you girlies to two rounds around hell and back!

xoxo.

Hiatus: A break or interruption from the continuation of work,activity.

Sat, 23 Aug 2008 08:50:24 GMT

It seems like im bored every second of the day when im at home.
Going to start my studying for PCA. another bitch subject nabei cheebai.

And i think im fast losing interest in Friendster and Facebook, its so..time-consuming.
Hmm whatever, xx.

Fri, 22 Aug 2008 07:09:02 GMT

CMA paper was..NUTS. but whatever, im going to sleep. now.
Even my house music isnt helping.
Goodnight world.

xoxo.

We bounce now.

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 11:15:42 GMT

TELL ME HOW HOT THIS IS.
JUST TELL ME.
TELL ME.
TELL.
ME.

(Fine, i accept new rave by sexy white boys.)

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 04:49:25 GMT

B.O.R.E.D IS I,
and so freakin' hungry this morning/afternoon. Was not feeling well at all last night and searched in vain for more panadols usually lying around the house. Spot on this time when people say we always can't find things when we most need them. hm. scraped and scobbed high and low, and i found an expired tab of delcogen. fuck that shit. I just whined on the phone to Berry for the next 45 minutes, where he decided i'm the world's biggest whiner he's ever met. hahaha LIVE WITH IT, SUCKAA!
So anyway, yesterday (Tuesday) was great. Told myself to specifically wake up at 10-nish to start my work, which i did, because i was going out to meet B for a screening at Alliance Francais later that evening. so i had to put on a good show for my ever-watchful parents and obviously i had to do some work right or i wouldnt feel comfortable going out with the knowledge that im so fucking useless. So bought him his favourite bread (ew i hate bread) from the FAMOUS breadshop (YERYL YOU KNOW WHICH ONE IM REFERRING TO, YES?) downstairs, and proceeded to meet him after he was done with service because he's a lousy IB boy. And blahblah, the day unfolds. but i enjoyed it! :D partly because i had wanton meeeee.

The first paper is in 2 fucking days, and yay me, i dont even have all the notes necessary to fully completing my revision. hold up, what revision, more like learning from scratch what CMA is all about cus i have less than 4% of an idea on what it actually does. so..2 days more to do that. nothing's impossible! (chheeeeeyeahh riiiiight!)
I need to studyyyyyyyyy!

We are G.H.E.T.T.O kidszxzzz.
(Lutfi was too red/drunk to be ghetto like us.) HAHAHA lubbchewxx fifi! (:
Nat - we so kewls like that. we can be COVERGIRLS.
Baba - I cant take it, you are my model sioll.
Mabes - you're not forgotten, we still love/miss/cant wait to see you.
Lutfi - we're gonna pump you with more alcohol from now on. every weekend, 5 mugs!

EDIT
Finally something edible, my mom's fried noodles with chilli padi, oooh yeahh!

xoxo,
its time to hit them bloody blistered books.

you twerkin'' thaaaat!

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 04:18:01 GMT

So like what the fuck, its 12.02pm in the sun-shiney afternoon and i just woke up from sleep like 20 minutes ago. Received some very sweet good morning messages from B, but still i didnt think my day was going to start of well. Its the start of the 1 week study break and the first exam is on blistering Fri--fucking--day. UGH. Do i even know 1/3 the shitzz thats going on? We'll just the leave the answer to that as unidentifyabe. So within the 20 minutes of waking up (haha fuckers i didnt even brush my teethhhh yet) i've managed to switch on the laptop and let it fully start up (i seldom do that too) before using it, decide whether to have breakfast or lunch first (i chose the latter), wait out a cup of water from the dispenser till the brim, park my getting-fatter-by-the-milisecond arse down comfortably and start gobble gubbling down my awesome homecooked fried rice with pork slices and belachan, and my fantastic tasting cup o'water. i love water, i really doo. The fried rice though, in all its splendour, presented many a mishap. namely, there was more than one ANT in my food. God knows where they've crawled and perhaps even left a trail of faeces in the depths of my mountain of rice. To think i still ate it..hm i must have been hungry. i cant remember whether i was now that i think about it, because im sure as hell full. Anyhoos, i cant believe i was having online-withdrawals last night. It was worse than cigarettes, like wayyyy worse. But there was nothing i could do about it, because even though my sister (that muther of slutszzzxzxz) got a new laptop just yesterday, i had to study and there was no possible access to any computer/laptop.

So pishposh, im offff!

xoxo.

Dont we all need a holiday?

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 06:22:07 GMT

Hi,
1.) im going to try making this post as least bimbotic as possible.

Saturday night yesterday was all good, B and i wanted to go clubbing but OHWELLS. When the september holiday fever hits, we shall. or perhaps Genting too. gosh, that'll be funn funn funnnn!

Mabes, Nat, Ahmad and Baba- This is our must-have pitstop.

Right, pictures of saturday night will be up once Chan Simone sends us the files.
Have to study now, no more walking around in my two pairs of wedges interchangeably. hahah!
But ughh, i just really cant be bothered, and when i think of exams and how quickly they pass in the end, i dont see the point in studying. oh fuckk, but you know you have to D. Now stop talking to yourself.

IM OFFFF!
xoxo.

(yeryl, maine, ahma- I MISS YOU LADIES.)

POSTSCRIPT: I've finally decided to be active on facebook again. whateverr, call me slow.

Fri, 15 Aug 2008 06:02:19 GMT

Walking around the house in my wedges,hahah i love! feel like some tall mofo, but what the hell, its so fun.
I love looking in the mirror and going "oh man..you look like a slut of all mothers." Right Dennis Ng JJ?

Its like 2pm already, couple of hours more till i start showering to meet B. i wonder what we'll be doing tonight.
Bought 2 new dresses, man oh man i cant wait for a dress-up night!
But no its never and will never be enough, i need to go shoppingggg!! more more come on more!
Saturday's gonna be DOPE SHIT.
cant freakin''wait. AHHH.

Alright, bimbo-bumbo post for the day has ended.
study week is here, im done forrr! ugh.

Off to walk around in my wedges!
<:

xoxo.
(gossipgirl episode tomorrow, idc.)

Tue, 12 Aug 2008 15:14:32 GMT

HI!
The sister's in the living room with Mr Eurasian. (pfft) Im waiting patiently for her to chase me out of the room which i dont know why she's not doing. its kinda weird its freaking me out. So whilst waiting, here i am. Gonna hit the books in abit.
Anyways, came back from the hospital just awhile ago. Spent like the whole day day since noon. wow. tired would be an understatement.
Came online, and it was a rather interesting date i had with the cyber world. It presented me with many littlelittle presents of juicyynews. HAHA forever the bitch i am, yes.

Charlene's leaving for Dubai tomorrow, ):
Its okay love, i'll be seeing you in December (where i'll tug along your xmas present and stuff to decorate the place with) when i go up to visit youuuu!
I'll miss you, happy packing. see you at the airport tmr.
MWA.

Righties, im starting to prefer lj-ing multiple times a day compared to once in a long while, but with lots of shit. haha, okay who the fuck cares. (:

MUCH LOVE,
XOXO.

Girls, i miss y'all too much.

M - Study date, you have LOTS to fill nat and i up on!
N - Meet at Queensway with the 'buddies' soon, you want?

Mon, 11 Aug 2008 02:00:34 GMT

I'll be flumping off to school for my last finance lecture of the sem. So sad,i kinda liked finance. it was the best. ):
Anyway, woke up an hour earlier this morning to print past year examination papers from the school website. Cheebai both my printer and internet on the other computer isnt working.
UGH.
Alrighties, study timetable for the next 2 weeks have been drawn up. Like finallyy. Now to execute the plans, no?

Girls - M, N, yeryl,maine,ahma. I MISS YOU LADIES!

Im offffff!
(and desperately needing an episode of GG.)

Sat, 09 Aug 2008 13:28:39 GMT

HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! :D

Didnt go out today, stayed home on a saturday night to spend national day with my family. we had an awesome western home cooked dinner whilst watching the parade on tv. I love the ceremonial part of it, the marching and the cool planes. But now that's over, and its the show segment. B.O.R.I.N.G.
(:

My Friday was excellent as well. School for an hour in the morning, dental (which i have to go back on monday again), then hair treatment at toa payoh at 2.30pm. Since i was real early for it, i called NAT to meet me after her school. Met at Outram Park Station, then took the bus down to Toapayoh and waited at Macs for B to come. HAHAHA he was in red for his school's national day celebrations, along with the millions of other suckerrzz we saw there! :D
Went for hair treatment which i was late for, then over to Nat's place where Nat, Ahmad, B and i converged at. Just hung out there for awhile, then had dinner at 925. Send Nat to her partyyy and i went to B's house to chill with him for abit. Ahmad went for soccer. pfft.
Watched Russell Peter's outsourced at his place. Funny shiiiit!
I do not wish to talk about the lift jouney back home.

Im going to watch gossip girl now.
you know you love me, xoxo - gossip girl.

And after that, studyy!
Come on, D.

Je vous aime.
J'ai faim, Ca vous dit d'aller manger?
A cigarette, perhaps.
HAHA!

Number 2.

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 13:13:33 GMT

I've just been inspired to post again after reading CONNIE'S lj.

REVOLTAGE,
if any of you girls are reading this which i really doubt, i miss yall soso much, and we should all meet up for dinner soon, who knows, we may be planning our next dance item then! (: hah hopefullyy..

A peeekeeture.

All young and funny, this was our encore location.
Now we've all grown up.
Manymany loves and misses.

Japan.

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 12:06:49 GMT

I dont believe this;
Im crazily in love with Jap fashion.

What is wrong with me? But they just look so good, dont they?
):

Hair treatment on Friday, cant freakin' wait.
My poor roots cant take much more!

xoxo, gossip girl time.

Tularoo

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 13:05:19 GMT

Hi once again.
As i await the arrival of googoodverygood wanton mee and gossip girl to load, i've decided to take my chance with inspiration and lj. at the same time decide whether i want to go for the freestyle rap competition with the TP mates.
Which brings me to another topic- I'VE FINALLY FOUND TP FRIENDS, both guys and girls.
I cant remember when the last time was when i enjoyed school this much again. I miss hanging out with D and T just like how things were when we first started school as year1s. but things change, hopefully not too drastically, and we've expanded our social circle in school together and its been funfunfun. well at least for me.
D, if yr reading this which i know you will cus you're the biggest,bestest stalker and PI i've ever come across. (: I miss you, and the way things were. but im glad we're starting to get our bond back again, feels normal around each other once more. now its just our blackie left and we're complete. anw, im always here for you just the way you have been for me. xoxo- gossip girl episode 7, BYOTCH! (and by the way, you're the SOLE reason i made this post public. cb.)

Anyways, Saturday today.
Enjoy yourselfs girls!
mwaaa!
I'm craving white macadamia nut cake from secret recipe. UGHH!

SHOUTOUT TIME!
Maine: Yes, i know i'm right, i always am! kiddingkidding. but no really, this time i think i am right la. Seriously, just think about it carefully. dont think short term, think long term and how happy this guy can actually make you. alright?
Loveyou much. you can call me anytime if you wanna talk.

Ahma: what the fuck is 'life's a pigsty'?
crazyy girll i love you lots, see you around in school for some hardcore time with jon HAHAH and be happy okay. there are too many hot guys out there to be depressed, come on! :D

Yeryl: Stupid bitch that day ask you come to gardens cus we're supposed to be bayyybeees, you bastard. fucker cheebai "im not talking to youuuu..whinewhine stompstomp" guess who yeryl!! giggles and shits.

M and N: We're not spending very much time together these days, and it gets me kinda upset at times. I wonder how you girls feel about it too. whatever it is, knw that i miss yall and will always be here if you feel you need a listening ear.
Dinner, swim, tan and study date soon?
xoxoxoxoxoxo!

B: Mwa. Poniesforlife.

Thanks for my new ponybedtimebuddy, B!

Just 'cus i love em.

Postscript- Heartful apologies for the lack of thought and level of boring-ness (where no such word exists) my posts bring these days.
I will get better,i think..hopefully. hmm.

D- OUT.

Greet me.

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 14:57:15 GMT

I dont like lj-ing anymore. Inspiration has left me and taken root upon another being.
Even the thought of uploading photos to put up, or typing my days events no longer seem appealing.
Only pork satay or wanton mee does. wow..
How like that?

OH WELL.
Cannot, im going to read the Economist and go to sleep.

I bid thee well, friendly folk.
XOXO.

18 and lovin' it.

Sun, 20 Jul 2008 15:59:46 GMT

k
The lead up to my 18th birthday has been more and more pleasantly unexpected than i thought it would ever be. Maybe its because i never did have any high hopes of anyone doing anything or myself doing anything this year. Yes, i'm so grateful for the wonderful friends and family i have. (:
Friday night, what i thought would be spent alone with B turned out to be a little surprise gathering with M, N, Keefy, Dennis and Tim.
Bali lane (i think? sounds cute.) Indeed, i was a bouncy little girl that night.
THANKS PALS AND GALS.

PS- something's missing withing mabel's mouth! :D

Saturday was equally good as well. Met Yeryl, Maine, Ahma and Nini for an NYDC birthday dinner get together. Got a Double O cheesecake which i LOVED. Not many pictures with not too fantastic lighting as we all didnt bring our cameras that day. such geniusus im telling you.

And since i love myself so much - HAHAHHA

Now THIS, would be the bestest birthday present ever.

I'd say more, but i cant be bothered. GDNIGHT.
xoxo.

They call me HELL.

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 17:05:12 GMT

Jesus, i can't believe im going to fail my CMA test which makes up freakin 15% of my total grade. like wtf?
fuckkit. There's always Finance to study my ass off now for.
Though im rather pleased at my new studying rate since (haha) yesterday.
Did 2 tutorials, and damn i realised that i cannot and shouldnt come online during the weekdays, cus i tend to get zilch done.
I was supposed to cover some French and Law today, but hohumms. Maybe not!
:D

Thursday tomorrow,and the weekend is starting for me already. OOOH YEAHH!
loves it.
Anw, im rather happy these days.
I've got my friends back, i've got the spilt messes sorted and cleaned up, im meeting up with old buddies tmr, and AHMAD'S BACK FROM THE 3RD WORLD COUNTRY(we shall not mention where for fear of being potentially bombed)!!
Imma happy lil'thing.

MABEL: No matter what has happened or what may happen in the future course of this friendship, i'll always always love you, and we'll definitely find a way back to each other. Btw, i absolutely love sounding lesbian with you <:
see you this weekend, lover girl!
NAT: Enough of all your nonsense online, i cannot tahan anymore. you make me laugh like some mad DOG everytime. dog dog dog.
I'm sosososo-sorraye..

ORGASMIC, i lurrvvvves.
One day, all you byotches wait.
nabei.

Its a love hate thing.

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 18:38:22 GMT

Its been awhile. Much has been happening, then again nothing exceptionally outstanding.
I dont know, fucking irritating.
Life feels normal, yet it doesnt. Feels awfully weird, i wish i knew what was truly going on.
Its becoming more and more difficult to cope with the immense amount of pressure from everything and everyone everywhere.

It feels like im drifting from the people who mean the most to me.
My girls, all of you - My sincerest apologies,and i mean it from thebottom of my heart.
Andrew - I know you're not reading this, but you're the one i've drifted most from. Lovers or enemies, only one. Sad it had to be the latter..i miss you, but i've moved on.
Myself - Schoolwork, projects, internal conflicts, so much to live up to. sigh. Its too difficult. Why cant i just be given time alone to myself completely for like the next week or so.

Perhaps i should do away with the handphone for the next couple of days.
WOW i'd LOVE that. hahaah rightoes.

But anyways, i cannot afford to sink into the emo mood now can i?
(:
Its step 1 of eliminating all stress in life.

Had a rather awesome day with Nat alone this evening. Bishan to 'study" (nabei cheebai) at the library then MOS burger, then to AMK macs to further our knowledge. Now my phone is out of battery (yay) and full of bluetooth-ed stuff. HAHA!
OH NAT i love chewbxx! :> :> :>

PICTURES OF OUR STUDY DATE!
(oooh this makes me smile widely)

MODEL SIOLL.
HAHAHA.

Girlfriends, Ahmad, Keefy, Bryan :>

HERE'S THE KILLER SEX PICTURE OF THE YEAR:
Presenting - Natalie Simone Chan.

I will stab your guts, and i'll be sosososo-sorrayee.
<3

Doodeedum

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 15:30:27 GMT

The last weekend has been nothing but AWESOME.
Im like fucking insanely busy now (law project and having to study for the test on saturday), but seriously i have this mega urge to lj myself and if i dont i think i'll pass out HHA(fuckyou nat!)

Dinner at Bottle Tree Park with kickass food inclusive of matsy-boy on Friday.
SingaporeSwimmingClub it was on Saturday.
Swim, sun tan and a pastamania dinner with them girlies with amazing!
I love y'all, so so much and omg i sound like one of those typical OMGXX I LOVE MY FRIENDS bitches.
wtf.
:D

ooohxx! D with the horrifically huge mouth(i need eyebrows..), M with an insane fringe, N with psycho eyes HAHAHA.
love yall bitches. (hmm..hao rou ma worr)

Yeryl, Maine, Ahma ;
You girlies not forgotten, dont worry. how can that ever happen?
C's of Yeryl - Glad you enjoyed yr fcking (solisoli) baracudas camp and im glad yr back as well. at least i get my bloody messages replied. Cant wait to watch you perform with your spastic hands too, hope all those blisters which i know yr very proud of was worth it. lubchewwws bayyybeee. kissykissy for euuu okayxxz?

Chng maine-y - You bitch, start studying for your tests, what you doing online all the time. madness. but anyhooos, i do hope yr feeling better than your blog makes you out to seem. whats with all this unneccesary emo-nemo ness. its very uncalled for and we have to stop, all of us. ahma included, you're next you're next! (lubjuice maine)

Pandaling Ahma - You also another one. With a fleeting glimpse of you in school today, you were gone in the twinkle of an eye. you ah, be happy too okay, i hate to see yall like this, it really breaks my heart you know? chin up, cheer up. How bad can things EVER be. there's always the happy to the sad. yin and yang, remember all that not-so-bullshitty bullshit? (:

LOVE YOU THREE!

Just for old times sake again. my babies!

NOTE TO SELF - (highly fckin impt.)
- STUDY YOUR LAW
- LAW PROJECT
- CAS PROJECT
get your ass cracking Koh Wan Juan Dianne.
shit.
my name sounds fucking fat hahahaha HATE IT.

xoxo.

americanno.

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 17:01:17 GMT

Starla and the Jewel Riders

Sky Dancers

Mummies Alive

Fucking thinking of all my childhood cartoons, where are they now! ):
Everyday after primary school when i was an ugly infantile i'd come home and watch my jewel riders, sky dancers and mummies alive over lunch in front of the tv. Thank God i didnt have one of those anal set of parents who refuse to let their kids eat and watch cartoons. damn bitch la, i shall never be that sorta parent. and if i find out my husband is like that, i shall divorce him YESZZ.
Weekends were filled with pokemon and jewel riders too, power rangers and more.
Like WOW those were the days man.
I wish i could be transported to the years when i was young and innocent when cartoons were my one and only idea of fun.

Now all this BULLSHIT comes, AHHH.
Im getting irritated at myself.

1.) I need to study my fckin law.
2.) I need to do my projects badly/urgently/desperately.
3.) I need to go clubbing just once more.
4.) I need so lovin'.. ):
5.) I want Starla and her unicorn in my room to be my one true frweenxx.

BOOOOOO.
FUCK THE WORLD, BOMB US ALL.

- The only thing keeping me alive is my Pitbull song. ):
Im serious, thats how fucking pathethic my source of happiness comes from now. christ..

Postscript- apologies for the boringness of posts these days. hm.

Just pretend i didnt tear your world apart.

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 12:58:29 GMT

Saturday night, believe it or not, was one of the best days i've had in a long long time.
Just me and my Mabel (Nat we miss you too). Walking around Bishan and eating our lives away, going to Gardens to have dinner on top of all our day's snacks and many kinder buenos.
Back to ToaPayoh to rent JUNO.

What an ideal saturday night, we shall do it again next week, with several other plans, right mabes? Nat no more camps or i'll shoot you.

STOKED. not.
xoxo.

Tmr's killer-day part 1.
FUCK.

If i was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me, let the cold winds blow.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

lover-time.

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 08:33:15 GMT

I dont know whats up with me and all the old school rock bands again.
They're like fckn awesome i love them.
Such geniuses.
I believe im going to be obsessed with them, every other post is going to be dedicated to the gods and living legends of ROCK AND ROLL babyyy!

pressure

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 06:54:29 GMT

Pressure.
pushing down on me,
pressing down on you no man ask for.
Under pressure,
That burns a building down,
Splits a family in two,
Puts people on streets.

Kinda weird, the more i look at the spelling of pressure, the weirder and wronger(?) it appears.
Just like the pronounciation of QUALMS. haha fuck, i still rmb Tim and I stressing out after school and calling everyone to find out the true and fair way to pronounce it. :D

Anw, im fuckinngg under PRESSURE. but i shall get a grip. Perhaps i'll have some alone Dianne time the next couple of days. For next week is gonna be one hell of a ride. and i know if i dont get back to the normal-paced life once more which i feel i've deviated away slightly from, next week will be turning point no.2.
And im NOT willing to let that happen.

Hmm. Sims sims sims, here i come (: